Gratitude. I feel unending gratitude in this moment right now because I know "God" gave me exactly what I needed when I needed it most.
"Life doesn't happen TO you. It happens FOR you."
- Jim Carrey
Amen to that....
When I was the very best version of myself, I used to get up at 4:00 every morning. My eyes would just pop open at almost exactly that time every morning. I got up and worked out for an hour, then I had my coffee and breakfast before I read for however long it took for me to have my morning defecation, then I showered and got ready for my day dressing UP and painting my face and styling my hair.
I would be ready to lick (oops, spelling error, I swear) kick ass and take names at work, then I would come home and read or meet up with friends until my husband got home from work. That was our quality time together.
I no longer have a husband, but there is nothing stopping me from implementing a similar schedule to my day. In fact, it means I might actually enjoy my freedom and be able to engage in activities that fed my soul.
Maybe it's okay sometimes to lean on old habits (if they worked, that is).
I have quit many habits in my lifetime, and moving forward, stopping smoking tobacco seems like a good one whilst my body is still healing. I've already quit most everything else.
8:08 p.m. - 2022-12-15
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