Dear God...
What is it about my personality that makes people think I'm being hateful when I absolutely am not?
So my dad just cornered me and threatened to "deck me if I ever talked to him like that again?"
What the fuck?
He was super-fly pissed, too. Mom said he had a temper like that and that was in many ways why she packed us up and left him when James was 2.
I am being completely 100% honest and genuine when I say that I was not hateful or snippy or any of those things...I'm baffled as to what he was referring to. Perhaps he misheard me or there was some kind of miscommunication? Idk..
My dad is suffering from "chemo brain" and I'm told he can't help it any more than I can help not remembering something. But after everything I've been through this "holiday season" it's just about par for the course.
My dad made me cry on Christmas day, too. Not a few tears, he made me bawl. And I excused myself for it as to not make others uncomfortable on Christmas day. And I was told I was being ridiculous then, too.
I'm at my wits end. My biggest complaint in life before the attack was not getting to see him enough as he was struggling with a life-threatening illness. Take care of what you wish (and pray) for, indeed.
4:15 p.m. - 2022-12-27
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