After I dropped my brother off at work, I went by Town East NA to check on meeting times. They meet at noon daily it seems.
So now I'm debating whether to try and get to sleep or power through. I'm scared if I sleep I won't wake up, and I'm the only caller tonight. Rachael deserves a night off for sure, but I'm concerned about all the system problems we've been having and whether everything will just blow up on me tonight.
So I am saying a little prayer - I pray to God to make today okay no matter what. Lord, help me with my memory and my responsiveness up there. I want to be professional and look out for Players as they have looked out for me. I know I stay frustrated with that place, but I don't want to do anything to put its reputation in jeopardy.
Lord, can you just make the system work smoothly tonight? I personally have not experienced the same problems - they seem to be happening mostly whilst Rachael has been there so I have not had the benefit of going through all the trial and tribulations and learning the workarounds. Besides, Rachael's memory is excellent so she has a better time remembering what to do when she's on the spot. I think there might be some notes up there....hopefully they will guide me. But in the absence of notes, Lord will you protect me and guide me? Show me the way...I will follow your lead.
I'd really like to catch that meeting tomorrow. I need the strength that comes from the support of like-minded individuals who have crawled through a river of shit and come out clean on the other side.
You know what they say...keep coming back, it works if you work it...
And I AM worth it.
There is knowing the path and then there is walking the path. While I haven't strayed too far from the path, a few bumps have caused the needle to slip the groove a bit and I'm missing important parts of the music.
And I don't want to miss a thing.
In Jesus's name I pray,
Your Humble Servant
Angela Nell
1:26 p.m. - 2022-09-29
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