Late at night, when I'm feeling more connected to the universe and its physical reality, I am often overwhelmed in its awesomeness, beauty, and significance. The older I get the more I accept the divine as a true force, in all its forms and colours. When I pray, I pray to you. I whisper all the ways I feel like I'm letting you down, like I should be living for both of us now. If I can't have you, Mama, I want nothing at all.
Without so much as the helping hands of Mr. Jimmy's friends, I call your name - Mama. You and I have both had our hearts broken by men of our dreams.
Find me. I live in Dallas and I work at "All the world's a stage, and all the men and women merely Players." They have their exits and entrances, and one man, in his time, plays many parts. Hmmm...grammar queen is slipping.
Sister, I need a Mama of the Monster variety.
My love letter to you...
Your J album breathed a whole new feeling of comfort and grace after the passing of my mother. I've loved ya' since Pokerface. You're like my Melinda, only amplified. You are not even a star in this universe, you are a beautiful universe all your own with your big burning heart burning fiercely and brightly at its core and feeding an entire universe all its own, with complex and intelligent life forms reflecting your creation. But enough flattery, I need a loving experience and am happy to offer any assistance along the way in order to contribute something of value in return.
I give great massages, can cook a little, do housework, run errands, do shopping, walk dogs, and I used to write silly little songs as a young girl with my Casio keyboard. I'm sincerely out of practice but I do play violin. I want to be of service and live in gratitude at the reflection of you etched in the heavens in celestial form. I will have your back in every way possible, sis...
And maybe, just maybe, there could be an opportunity for me to contribute a lyric or two so that some things on my heart make their way into the public domain.
6:00 a.m. - 2021-08-18
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