There are soooooo many women I am fond of - so many that I identify with and respect. There are women I have encountered who were suffering that I tried to, with my limited means, help in which ever way I could.
I have failed them and failed me. But I'm working on it. This is not about me finding romantic love - all I ever really wanted was to restore my faith in humanity and perhaps to find a mother I could trust who would love me as her own. And I needed her to be close.
I have lost so many people I loved since my biological mother died, and right now, during a pandemic, it has gotten even worse. But there is still a LOT to be thankful for.
Here's to spending more time focusing on what I DO have in my life rather than what I DON'T. I used to have a "lover" who resurrected me from the dead, and his name is William. No one gets out alive. No one comes out of life unscathed. But without pain and sacrifice, we don't appreciate the things that really matter. We need each other, ladies. Let's be good to one another. Let's inspire other women and men, too. When the pressure seems insurmountable, know it is turning you into a diamond.
11:43 p.m. - 2021-08-15
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